Why is it you feel you have to make me feel like I'm worthless?...
Well the first day of school... Already feels like we've been there for about 6 months!! Anyways 2nd period... Enviornmental Science... the best class... my 3rd year with my man for a teacher haha... Anyways I asked to move my seat and I am now at the front of the class... he stands right in front of my desk to talk... he looked so hot today. I seriously love that man, haha...
I don't really like my religion teacher. To me he seemed very arrogant and conceited... Maybe it was b/c I have Gallager in my class, but he like laughs at his own jokes and if you ask to read a certain thing he'll puroposely assign you a different number to read or whatever, just so you can't read the one you wanted to and he'll give that one to someone else... he was just very rude in that aspect... I think he's trying to hard to prove that he's "The boss"... that's just the way it looked to me...
So my mother is supposedly drinking a lot... yeah again. Well I'm not gunna say much about it b/c I feel like I'm always talking about this... I love my mother with all my heart, but she's not here for me and b/c of that I wish (in some ways) I had a different mom, or the same one without her problem. That may sound horrible, but in my opinion what she's doing to me, and my brothers... especially Keeve is even worse. It's terrible beyond words...
I'm so nervous for this year... in some aspects it seems like it should be a good year... I mean we get our Junior class rings this year and we have Winter Ball and Prom... those should be very fun... I'm looking forward to that... but this year also comes along with a lot of work... it's the most important year in High School which completely scares me!! I'm so nervous for history... We have a lot of paper to do in that class... I already have another on due Monday... I'm just nervous, I'll be fine as long as I pay attention and do the work... We also have to like start looking at colleges and shit this year... ahhhh lol...
Well I'm gunna go now... enough boring everyone for one night...
P.S. Aaron still hasn't called me... yep... that's done haha
I don't really like my religion teacher. To me he seemed very arrogant and conceited... Maybe it was b/c I have Gallager in my class, but he like laughs at his own jokes and if you ask to read a certain thing he'll puroposely assign you a different number to read or whatever, just so you can't read the one you wanted to and he'll give that one to someone else... he was just very rude in that aspect... I think he's trying to hard to prove that he's "The boss"... that's just the way it looked to me...
So my mother is supposedly drinking a lot... yeah again. Well I'm not gunna say much about it b/c I feel like I'm always talking about this... I love my mother with all my heart, but she's not here for me and b/c of that I wish (in some ways) I had a different mom, or the same one without her problem. That may sound horrible, but in my opinion what she's doing to me, and my brothers... especially Keeve is even worse. It's terrible beyond words...
I'm so nervous for this year... in some aspects it seems like it should be a good year... I mean we get our Junior class rings this year and we have Winter Ball and Prom... those should be very fun... I'm looking forward to that... but this year also comes along with a lot of work... it's the most important year in High School which completely scares me!! I'm so nervous for history... We have a lot of paper to do in that class... I already have another on due Monday... I'm just nervous, I'll be fine as long as I pay attention and do the work... We also have to like start looking at colleges and shit this year... ahhhh lol...
Well I'm gunna go now... enough boring everyone for one night...
P.S. Aaron still hasn't called me... yep... that's done haha