I can't pretend that I'm alright
Hey. We went to see Billy today. His cheek has stitches on it and looks pretty bad... his eye looks bad too... he has like a blood spot in it, and it like waters all the time, and he cant even open it all the way... i feel so bad for him!! I just hope he gets better... it looks pretty bad...
Well last night I figured out I dont think I like Aaron any more. I mean we dont talk that much, he doesnt call me, we dont know that much about eachother, so its not like i could go and talk to him if im having a problem or anything... I dunno, it just seems like a "relationship" shouldnt be this difficult or weird, no matter how short of a time we're been going out. I dunno. Maybe I should give him a chance? But I know if he doesnt call me then I'm not gunna be able to keep this going. Geez I basically feel like I dont even have a boyfriend.... I dunno... my life sucks...
Mom is at it again. I hate everything she does. I dont even wanna talk to her. I'm just so mad. I'm so dumb b/c I believed that she would really get better and stay better.... but once again... no she didnt. I'm just so mad... and hurt
I worked all day yesterday... for 10 hours and 45 minutes... my feet hurt soooooo bad! Then Judy was being a wicked bitch!! I hate how she thinks she knows everything and everything is wrong if its not done the exact same way that she does it... I get soooo aggrivated... I dunno...
Well thats it for now. Jade read the comment I wrote to reply to yours...
Well last night I figured out I dont think I like Aaron any more. I mean we dont talk that much, he doesnt call me, we dont know that much about eachother, so its not like i could go and talk to him if im having a problem or anything... I dunno, it just seems like a "relationship" shouldnt be this difficult or weird, no matter how short of a time we're been going out. I dunno. Maybe I should give him a chance? But I know if he doesnt call me then I'm not gunna be able to keep this going. Geez I basically feel like I dont even have a boyfriend.... I dunno... my life sucks...
Mom is at it again. I hate everything she does. I dont even wanna talk to her. I'm just so mad. I'm so dumb b/c I believed that she would really get better and stay better.... but once again... no she didnt. I'm just so mad... and hurt
I worked all day yesterday... for 10 hours and 45 minutes... my feet hurt soooooo bad! Then Judy was being a wicked bitch!! I hate how she thinks she knows everything and everything is wrong if its not done the exact same way that she does it... I get soooo aggrivated... I dunno...
Well thats it for now. Jade read the comment I wrote to reply to yours...