Is it possible that everything could be falling apart?...
Hello.
Well today = not so good day...
This morning as I got out of the car my aunt goes "Tell Holly I'm sorry" I was like "for what" she's like "Because you can't go to Florida" ... what the fuck? I cant even like describe how pissed I am... she better change her fucking mind...
Okay I'm definitely breaking up with Aaron, I mean what the fuck?! I dunno what to say about that either... it's just not fair to me to have to worry about everything else like my mom, keeve, school, and other stuff but then have to think about him not calling and blah blah blah, its not worth having a boyfriend if this is how it's gunna be...
I'm just so sad because I feel like I'm never gunna find the right one for me... I know I'm only 16, believe me I know, and I'm not looking to get married or anything, but i just want that feeling that I havent had for soooo long. Just to ike someone a lot and know they like you back and be comfortable with them... I just want that again sooooo bad. cant have that with Aaron cuz the fucking kid doesnt talk and I try but I'm only one person... I cant keep up a convo all by myself... so therefore we havent really even learned anything about eachother, so thats gay too...
It seems like every year at the beginning of the year everything starts to go wrong, which is all I need with all the preassure from school... I dunno...
Well I g2g... Temptation Island is coming on tonight at 9... the highlight of my day!! lol...
I'm working tomorrow and Saturday night so I'll write more when I get back...
Well today = not so good day...
This morning as I got out of the car my aunt goes "Tell Holly I'm sorry" I was like "for what" she's like "Because you can't go to Florida" ... what the fuck? I cant even like describe how pissed I am... she better change her fucking mind...
Okay I'm definitely breaking up with Aaron, I mean what the fuck?! I dunno what to say about that either... it's just not fair to me to have to worry about everything else like my mom, keeve, school, and other stuff but then have to think about him not calling and blah blah blah, its not worth having a boyfriend if this is how it's gunna be...
I'm just so sad because I feel like I'm never gunna find the right one for me... I know I'm only 16, believe me I know, and I'm not looking to get married or anything, but i just want that feeling that I havent had for soooo long. Just to ike someone a lot and know they like you back and be comfortable with them... I just want that again sooooo bad. cant have that with Aaron cuz the fucking kid doesnt talk and I try but I'm only one person... I cant keep up a convo all by myself... so therefore we havent really even learned anything about eachother, so thats gay too...
It seems like every year at the beginning of the year everything starts to go wrong, which is all I need with all the preassure from school... I dunno...
Well I g2g... Temptation Island is coming on tonight at 9... the highlight of my day!! lol...
I'm working tomorrow and Saturday night so I'll write more when I get back...