Aug 30, 2015 16:15
The past few days, three to be exact, have been the shit. Hormonal eating leading to not caring what I put in my mouth. Ate seemingly without abandon, not great choices, and am bloated as fuck. Went out last night, had a few beers and then ate again. I need to learn better control for PMS. I really do. Still going to the beach on the 19th, still freakin out about it. At this point, I think I'm going to hide under swim shorts with a bikini top instead of bottoms. Ugh.
Spent the day cleaning up around the house. Have had nonfat starbucks, some diet green tea. Was going to go for a run but a stupid argument with my husband killed my mood and motivation and I can't seem to rebound from it. I really hate being me sometimes.