so I guess I'm back to being a bitch or that's what somebody said. but I was just tired of taking his shit because everyone else I talk to doesn't think I'm a bitch so yea the opinion of one asshole. watching nick and norahs infinite playlist. I love this movie. also I am so out of the loop with music I mean I listen to the radio and stuff but like ( Read more... )

so working from home isn't as great as I thought it would be. Its so hard to actually get out of bed start my equipment and start working. but it does give me a lot of time online which is funny cuz now that I'm always online I never get online when I'm not working. Been thinking lately. I have a love hate relationship with my job. I love it cuz ( Read more... )

School is finally over and I am so freaking glad. This semester was horrible. I was definitely not into any of my classes. I'm pretty sure I failed all of my classes. haha how horrible but whatever. I'm watching look whos talking haha I love this movie. I am also soooooo tired. but hungry debating on eating some cereal. Work ..ugh I so didn't want ( Read more... )

life sucks! ugh so much shit. I just want to get up and leave. good thing I will be gone for the summer at least 2 months so that should be good. I will be trying to update this thing more since I'm always online working. lol

how do you let someone go when all your nightmares are them leaving. seriously the words were barely said and this morning I wake up crying because I dreamt he was with someone else holding hands while I was running around looking for him. and he was all nonchalant like it didn't matter that he wasn't with me. I guess that's the part that hurt the ( Read more... )

so middle of the year and guess what! this year still sucks. I'm like super annoyed right now and feel really bitchy and I have no idea why. maybe its cuz of all the shit happening all at once. maybe its just I hate my job and it rubs off on everything else.. dunno. FML!

so early in the year and it already sucks... although thinking of moving to dallas is the high point but also the lowest point. going to go back to school. i dunno everythings weird

i have so many thoughts in my head! ugh and they wont stop circulating and no one is talking to me to distract me from them. I had a pretty good day up until now. I'm trying so hard not to care right now its just so dam hard. ugh... kill my brain. ugh and its early and I'm sleepy but I dont want to sleep yet cuz I'll wake up super early. omg it ( Read more... )

I love this band vedera! seriously go look them up! right now! haha loving ghosts is good but oh so sad. makes me cry especially with all the shit going on right now. its hard but I love it ( Read more... )

So I got a job at family dollar. I started Tuesday and dam I work a lot. its only part time at least 4 hours everyday my first day off is Thursday. haha and that's it. geez. oh well I'm strapped for cash and christmas is on its way. and I got bills to pay! haha being a grown up sucks. but oh well. I still need to fix my car but oh well I'll just do ( Read more... )