say it now because you never know
Lately i've felt really rejected from just people in general. It feels like im losing contact with all my friends and none of them seem to really care. This is when not really having a best friend sucks. They all have their other friends and i guess they dont really realize that we are losing touch...usually i dont really either. But all of a sudden its happening like with everryyyonnee and im not really sure why. Have I been bitchy lately, or distant in some way? I dont think I have but who knows. Feeling totally unimportant and not needed by anyone (with exceptions of course) is one of the worst feelings in the world, because then i start to question myself and everything I do. I know this souds really pathetic...but would everyone pleeeease stop ditching me?
*sigh*
Plus got into another fight last night with colby about the same incident that we always fight about. I did forgive you but its not something i'll ever forget and you are going to have to try to understand that. I just wish we could stop fighting about it and move onn with our lives. I guess we are both too stubborn.
Doesnt really fit my mood at this second but its such a good song and usually fits perfectly (one of my random music obsessions...only song ive listened to in the last 2 days...):
All in all I'm
Loving every rise and fall
The sun will make and I will take
Breath to be sure of this
In the end
All will be forgiven when
Surrender rises high and I
Gave what I came to give
Say it now because you never know
my lj has also become really whiney. but im pretty sure there are all of 2 people that read it so i dont really see it as a big problem...
*sigh*
Plus got into another fight last night with colby about the same incident that we always fight about. I did forgive you but its not something i'll ever forget and you are going to have to try to understand that. I just wish we could stop fighting about it and move onn with our lives. I guess we are both too stubborn.
Doesnt really fit my mood at this second but its such a good song and usually fits perfectly (one of my random music obsessions...only song ive listened to in the last 2 days...):
All in all I'm
Loving every rise and fall
The sun will make and I will take
Breath to be sure of this
In the end
All will be forgiven when
Surrender rises high and I
Gave what I came to give
Say it now because you never know
my lj has also become really whiney. but im pretty sure there are all of 2 people that read it so i dont really see it as a big problem...