her lips were at once trial by fire and absolution.
There are SO many things I've wanted to write about these last few days.
I want to talk about my family, the ones I rarely actually get to talk about, because unlike most of those whose blood I share they are drama-free and love unconditionally.
I want to talk about my friends, who are a constant source of entertainment and joy in my life, and who surprise me on a regular basis (in a good way -- and I am NOT one who likes surprises).
I want to talk about my thoughts and feelings, which have been fertile and thriving lately, though in an unfortunately unproductive way (when I most need them to be productive, dammit, LOL).
Unfortunately, it's after 2am, and it's been a long weekend, and tonight's my last chance for real rest before it's back to work on Monday. So I will leave you (and myself) with this: despite the recent comm silence, despite many things not going "right" lately, and despite all of the potential for drama there's been these last few weeks, I think this thing I'm feeling now is somewhere between peaceful and happy. Better, even though I have no idea where it's coming from, I'm not analyzing it into disappearing (for once). These are all Good Things.
Maybe I'll have more to say uh, later. (I doubt it, since the one thing I really want to be doing is writing something storylike, which is what I'd be doing now instead of this if it wasn't for that pesky after 2am thing, but you never know...) For now, I will say that I hope everyone had a pleasant holiday, and goodnight. :)
mwahs!!
~a
I want to talk about my family, the ones I rarely actually get to talk about, because unlike most of those whose blood I share they are drama-free and love unconditionally.
I want to talk about my friends, who are a constant source of entertainment and joy in my life, and who surprise me on a regular basis (in a good way -- and I am NOT one who likes surprises).
I want to talk about my thoughts and feelings, which have been fertile and thriving lately, though in an unfortunately unproductive way (when I most need them to be productive, dammit, LOL).
Unfortunately, it's after 2am, and it's been a long weekend, and tonight's my last chance for real rest before it's back to work on Monday. So I will leave you (and myself) with this: despite the recent comm silence, despite many things not going "right" lately, and despite all of the potential for drama there's been these last few weeks, I think this thing I'm feeling now is somewhere between peaceful and happy. Better, even though I have no idea where it's coming from, I'm not analyzing it into disappearing (for once). These are all Good Things.
Maybe I'll have more to say uh, later. (I doubt it, since the one thing I really want to be doing is writing something storylike, which is what I'd be doing now instead of this if it wasn't for that pesky after 2am thing, but you never know...) For now, I will say that I hope everyone had a pleasant holiday, and goodnight. :)
mwahs!!
~a