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Current toughts...from Nerds rope candy.
I had to call in sick today from work. I didnt think thr customers would like it if I was coughing and snotting all over thier groceries-lol. Then again, I think that even If I was there, theyd seldom care-lol. The show must go on, right?
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--Naah.
Cry came over last night. My dad went in for a checkup, and it ended up having him stay in the hospital overnight due to heart problems. I was at work yesterday, thinking...of what itd be like, should he have died...and I was forcing myself to find some sort of remorse for him. I love my father, even if he can be a dick sometimes...but...--there was a part of me that wanted him to, as awful as that sounds. For a moment, I couldnt help but to smirk...but I know that If he did die, it doesnt matter how many fatal fantasies I wish on him, I'd miss his sorry ass. Kris is right--A father is a father, no matter what he does. Period.
Aida has been so cool this week. Ive gotten in touch with her better than I have with any of my other old high school friends lately. Ive called her, I've seen her. Shes been support and friendship, and I love her for that. While I was getting carts outside for my work, she appeared out of nowhere as I thought about my dad. She's good!-lol. But sadly, she might just be back up in flagstaff now with Wally. Well, this has been the longest week in the world because she hasntr seen Wally, so I guess she needs it :P She saw me while she could, and I greatly appreciate it ^^. I miss ya though already Aida-lol.
Dads doing fine now. After stress tests, theyll send him home.
So anyways, about Cry coming over last night. She came over because me and my Mom havent been feeling well, and ontop of that the whole dealie with my Dad scared her, so yeah. It was good to have Cry over, even when Ive felt like complete shit. We (me and her) made prior arrangements to have her come over anyways. She spent the night, and later on I drew her pictures as my nose seeped snot out like a leaky faucet. It was aggrivating. Afterward, at about 3:00pm I drove Cry's car to the new Jack In The Box up the street (Yup, thats right, ME driving her car ^_^). When we came home, we watched The Last Samurai (which I'm having the movie's sword shipped to my door, by the ways. Its good to have money. I cant wait to get it ^o^). When we we're done at about 7:00pm, me and Cry went to her house (Her obviously driving).
Since, we hung up the pictures I drew, and now im on her computer. I was watching it, but I lost interest -_-;;.
Which leaves me to where I am right now...
>.>;;
Damn >_<.
Goddamn--whenever I feel I have something important I have to say in this journal, it runs away on me.
Sounds like some people I know...
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So yeah, work is terrorable, and I'm currently enjoying myself wayy too much on Cry's computer. I guess the reason why I cant seem to think of any of my problems right now is because I'm away from them currently.
Ugh.
Once I jump back in...
Goodnight people.
I had to call in sick today from work. I didnt think thr customers would like it if I was coughing and snotting all over thier groceries-lol. Then again, I think that even If I was there, theyd seldom care-lol. The show must go on, right?
...
--Naah.
Cry came over last night. My dad went in for a checkup, and it ended up having him stay in the hospital overnight due to heart problems. I was at work yesterday, thinking...of what itd be like, should he have died...and I was forcing myself to find some sort of remorse for him. I love my father, even if he can be a dick sometimes...but...--there was a part of me that wanted him to, as awful as that sounds. For a moment, I couldnt help but to smirk...but I know that If he did die, it doesnt matter how many fatal fantasies I wish on him, I'd miss his sorry ass. Kris is right--A father is a father, no matter what he does. Period.
Aida has been so cool this week. Ive gotten in touch with her better than I have with any of my other old high school friends lately. Ive called her, I've seen her. Shes been support and friendship, and I love her for that. While I was getting carts outside for my work, she appeared out of nowhere as I thought about my dad. She's good!-lol. But sadly, she might just be back up in flagstaff now with Wally. Well, this has been the longest week in the world because she hasntr seen Wally, so I guess she needs it :P She saw me while she could, and I greatly appreciate it ^^. I miss ya though already Aida-lol.
Dads doing fine now. After stress tests, theyll send him home.
So anyways, about Cry coming over last night. She came over because me and my Mom havent been feeling well, and ontop of that the whole dealie with my Dad scared her, so yeah. It was good to have Cry over, even when Ive felt like complete shit. We (me and her) made prior arrangements to have her come over anyways. She spent the night, and later on I drew her pictures as my nose seeped snot out like a leaky faucet. It was aggrivating. Afterward, at about 3:00pm I drove Cry's car to the new Jack In The Box up the street (Yup, thats right, ME driving her car ^_^). When we came home, we watched The Last Samurai (which I'm having the movie's sword shipped to my door, by the ways. Its good to have money. I cant wait to get it ^o^). When we we're done at about 7:00pm, me and Cry went to her house (Her obviously driving).
Since, we hung up the pictures I drew, and now im on her computer. I was watching it, but I lost interest -_-;;.
Which leaves me to where I am right now...
>.>;;
Damn >_<.
Goddamn--whenever I feel I have something important I have to say in this journal, it runs away on me.
Sounds like some people I know...
---
So yeah, work is terrorable, and I'm currently enjoying myself wayy too much on Cry's computer. I guess the reason why I cant seem to think of any of my problems right now is because I'm away from them currently.
Ugh.
Once I jump back in...
Goodnight people.