A Stranger...
Hrmmn.
My birthday was okay. I apologize for my last entry...I just...
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Havent been feeling well. That night...was...
close.
Tiffany Im'ed me, I was laying on my bed in my room...
Feeling like shit. I felt horrid, but when I talked to her, I felt a million times better-lol. I then called my friend Crystal, and she helped alot too. Last night, I learned the song 'The Outside' by 'Staind' on my guitar. Im happy because its the first song ive played on my guitar thats sounded right-lol.
I worked from 3:30pm till 12:00 midnight on my birthday. At first I thought it would be a long, hard terrorable night, but It was...actually pretty good. My co-worker Sarai wanted me to draw her, and I didnt hesitate to at all-lol. As a matter a fact, I wanted to-lol. That was the highlight of my birthday night-lol. It was just me and her on my break at about 10:30pm in the break room.
It was......nice.
She's a very beautiful woman.
She was showing all of our co-workers, excited. I felt special ^_^.
When I got off, my brother Jesse and Ashley, along with mom and my younger brother Doug awaited to pick me up. I got in the car, but they we'rent talking to me. They didnt mean to do that, but it was kinda funny. My friend Klara sent me a presant. Its the Tabs/Piano book for Evanescence, its really nice-lol. Its a bit hard to read, but its all there...-lol.
Easter was okay. Jess & Ash spent the night, which I thought was cool, even though I wasnt in much of a talkative mood. It was nice to have them in the house to talk to. I was supposed to spend time with Aida tonight, but Doug messed that up for me. Sometimes I just want to slap the shit out of that kid. His time on the phone is robbing me from a social life with my friends.
Its been wierd. I only have like 5 friends now. Crystal, Javie, Amanda, Kris and Aida...or at liest the only ones ive talked to lately. Internet friends include Krys, Tiffany and LACEYY!-lol.
People that have read my journal are Krys, Klara, Talia, Banay, Alex, Aubs, Tabitha, Tina, Lacey, Jose (Ghetto Boy), Kim and Javie :P.
---I'm sorry-lol.
Hrmmn, I thought I was in a deep, contemplative mood, but I guess not-lol. I usually get the best enteries when im that way.
Im just depressed right now, and a bit mentally tired. My good ol' friend Jose is right, I need to get away from here (where I live). I got to talk to him on the instant messanger. Gosh, I havent spoke to him in years. If you guys ever wanted to know who was my inspiration for artwork in high school, it was him. He's doing good, and I'm happy about that.It seems that he's been through much of what I have.
People. Pain.
But he says it does get better, I just have to rough it. And to not aim too high...about stuff.
I hope so.
Its funny; the moment I feel like I dont have anymore hope left, I get a small bit back.
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Thank you everyone that wished me a Happy Birthday. I really, really really appreciate it :).
-__- ~~*
My birthday was okay. I apologize for my last entry...I just...
...
Havent been feeling well. That night...was...
close.
Tiffany Im'ed me, I was laying on my bed in my room...
Feeling like shit. I felt horrid, but when I talked to her, I felt a million times better-lol. I then called my friend Crystal, and she helped alot too. Last night, I learned the song 'The Outside' by 'Staind' on my guitar. Im happy because its the first song ive played on my guitar thats sounded right-lol.
I worked from 3:30pm till 12:00 midnight on my birthday. At first I thought it would be a long, hard terrorable night, but It was...actually pretty good. My co-worker Sarai wanted me to draw her, and I didnt hesitate to at all-lol. As a matter a fact, I wanted to-lol. That was the highlight of my birthday night-lol. It was just me and her on my break at about 10:30pm in the break room.
It was......nice.
She's a very beautiful woman.
She was showing all of our co-workers, excited. I felt special ^_^.
When I got off, my brother Jesse and Ashley, along with mom and my younger brother Doug awaited to pick me up. I got in the car, but they we'rent talking to me. They didnt mean to do that, but it was kinda funny. My friend Klara sent me a presant. Its the Tabs/Piano book for Evanescence, its really nice-lol. Its a bit hard to read, but its all there...-lol.
Easter was okay. Jess & Ash spent the night, which I thought was cool, even though I wasnt in much of a talkative mood. It was nice to have them in the house to talk to. I was supposed to spend time with Aida tonight, but Doug messed that up for me. Sometimes I just want to slap the shit out of that kid. His time on the phone is robbing me from a social life with my friends.
Its been wierd. I only have like 5 friends now. Crystal, Javie, Amanda, Kris and Aida...or at liest the only ones ive talked to lately. Internet friends include Krys, Tiffany and LACEYY!-lol.
People that have read my journal are Krys, Klara, Talia, Banay, Alex, Aubs, Tabitha, Tina, Lacey, Jose (Ghetto Boy), Kim and Javie :P.
---I'm sorry-lol.
Hrmmn, I thought I was in a deep, contemplative mood, but I guess not-lol. I usually get the best enteries when im that way.
Im just depressed right now, and a bit mentally tired. My good ol' friend Jose is right, I need to get away from here (where I live). I got to talk to him on the instant messanger. Gosh, I havent spoke to him in years. If you guys ever wanted to know who was my inspiration for artwork in high school, it was him. He's doing good, and I'm happy about that.It seems that he's been through much of what I have.
People. Pain.
But he says it does get better, I just have to rough it. And to not aim too high...about stuff.
I hope so.
Its funny; the moment I feel like I dont have anymore hope left, I get a small bit back.
...
Thank you everyone that wished me a Happy Birthday. I really, really really appreciate it :).
-__- ~~*