It's about 5AM now. I'm trying to find things to do (other than work for the presentation technically tomorrow), to keep me awake and keep me resolved to do what I have to do - to stay up all night and all day. My body clock is just about the most fucked up I've ever known it to be, thanks to about a month's worth of late nights, sleeping when the ( Read more... )

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Gosh, so much has happened since my last entry.

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Stared at him for yet another hour today. I just wish I could have no lectures with him. No, better, I wish he went to a different uni. I can't fathom how I will get over him ( Read more... )

Results time. Apparently I got 1st grades for all my modules. No... NO WAY!! I literally can't believe that at all. One of my essays in particular was a train wreck! Interestingly, the one essay I thought went at all well, was my lowest marked. I guess I was pleasantly surprised ( Read more... )

Oh, for fuck's sake, COME ON ( Read more... )

Oh my God Oh my friggin God!!! -screams and jumps around room like the demented fangirl she is ( Read more... )

For a while things with regards to George seemed to be going from bad to worse. But I finally confronted him about it (the first time we had properly spoken since mid December when he left me) because I had to know why, and I was appalled to hear how little he seems to care. About what he is doing to himself, or about anything. He just seems to be ( Read more... )

This I saw with my own eyes ( Read more... )