Feb 11, 2013 23:23
Stared at him for yet another hour today. I just wish I could have no lectures with him. No, better, I wish he went to a different uni. I can't fathom how I will get over him.
Noticed something rather disturbing today. I was already aware that everything which was once good about the guy has disappeared entirely, and I'm in love with nothing more than a memory, but... he would always look at me in this way. okay,so I saw him talking to some girl (girlfriend? Oh god no, that would destroy me), and one could just see in his face how much of an evil bastard he is. He looks like an evil genius, without trying. And not in a good way. (I wish I could've met him when he looked like that, maybe I wouldn't be clinging onto the memory of how goodlooking he used to be) But at the end, he saw me staring at him and his face melted like it was on purpose. He adopted those puppy-dog eyes and a gentle look he would always give me. And he looked like he used to look at anyone. Does he wish me to keep believing he's a lovely guy?
It's been a year and 2 months, and my feelings for him are stronger than ever. How will I move on from him?
Decided my posts need a 'George' tag considering I don't shut up about him.
boys,
george