Im suddenly very nervous about living with brett and his family. When his mom raises her vocie (which is 99.9% of the time) it sounds like nails on a chalkboard making me want to hang myself. Shes always yelling at brett over something, then he gets all stressed out and that makes me stressed. The only difference is that he gets over being stressed ( Read more... )

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This weekend was Amazing! Sleeping in a tent 4 fucking nights in a row, not so much...but everything else was wonderful! We went Wake boarding, fishing, tubing, swimming...pretty much anything that u can do in a lake we did :) It was sunny and beautiful most of the time that we were there...but don't ask me where the F we were because i have no ( Read more... )

so im sorry everybody, i feel like im bringing everyone down lately. idk, i wish i could start over somewhere far from Bloomington. I felt so bad on the way to the movie Aly and i had to go through Bloomington i was so scared that i was gonna see him again! :( i hate that this is taking over my life almost. But i don't know what to do ( Read more... )

this weekend went ok...not as i thought it would go thou...well i suppose that most things don't go the way i want them to thou. i guess thats life..and probably why that stupid board game life is so unfair ( Read more... )

     Hola! i feel like everything lately is juss bringing me down. (esp.) My family.... and i feel bad cuz i think i juss make it worse. Anyway i almost have no motivation left for anything right now, and im trying to do my stupid lad 4 report...but its only due now, if i want a chance for a resubmission...which to be honest even if i had the ( Read more... )

so sorry to everyone who was at the hotel, i just wanted to apologize for my break down and for zaks crude behavior, so to everyone who knows what im talking about im sorry ( Read more... )

      These past few weeks have been mega sucky and i mean it, i feel so left out of everything. and i don't even know what im being left out of... i also feel like im failing at life at the same time....this post prolly won't make any sense. But since my last post i've just been trying to figure everything out. This is so what i found out, i ( Read more... )

   Sooo this past weekend was...enjoyable. I went to rodchester with Brett and his family for TJ's wrestling thing...and holy shit there were sooo many people there! Ok  the gym was about the size of kennedy's activity center (if not smaller) and there were over a thousand lil kids in the wrestling match alone! Ok so over a thousand kids +parents + ( Read more... )

   As you may or may not have read in Melissa'a blog, 'tis true that Brett did propose to me last week on Wednesday which also happened to be Mel's Birthday! (happy Birthday mel!) anyway, one reason why i haven't told everyone is cuz i was scared to let everyone know right away. I suppose i should have told you guys, im truly sorry that i didn't. ( Read more... )