biggest

WHAT.

THE FUCK.

of life.

but not a bad one.

:].

oh, life... the unexpected turns you make.

p.s. I love you.

+ugh. you know? i've felt so fucking old lately.

+im dealing with physical problems that 40 years olds should be having, not almost-18-year-olds. 
-my fucking knees hurt always. constant annoying pinching pain that never goes away.
-every masseuse i've seen has told me i need seriously therapy/treatment for my back.
-taking pills for being bipolar has ( Read more... )

has been my reality check.

Our lies, my tears, our love, my love for music. Somehow, I've been reminded that this is all real. That this is life. Everything went from the stability of the ocean, to being solidified.

I love... love.

That's all. :]

 Fuck school ( Read more... )

Camp was tough! Hot as hell. We did drill... THE WHOLE WEEKEND ( Read more... )

 *sigh* 
Being a teenager really does suck sometimes. A lot of the time, actually. 
I just gotta remember that somehow, all of these lessons are molding my future. 
Everything happens for a reason... dammit...

Life is like a fuckin' hot plate... so tempted to keep touching it... 
Until you get burnt.
Real bad.
Then you calm down for a little bit... let it ( Read more... )

 Today was CRA-ZAYYYY. Stupid immature shit, but entertaining nonetheless. HILARIOUS. I'm glad our last early release day of the year was a fun one :]

My organized chaos is back to simplicity lol.

And you, I can't believe you. Ooooo gurl. You scurred me there for a lil bit. But I'm glad things didn't turn out the way I thought they would. 
Yea, we ( Read more... )

You're right, it's always been about you. No matter what.

This weekend was CRAZZYYYY. Worked my ass off at Teal... only to find out I have to relearn it all on mellophone now! >.< grawr!!! Oh well. I was playing through the music all day today and I like it more than trumpet :]  I'll miss having all those crazy kids in my section but they'll still be around. This weekend really opened my eyes.. this ( Read more... )

*Fun weekend. I really enjoyed it :]
*I've decided that my concious is testing me. This weekend was a test of life... hopefully I'll pass. I know I will. I'm determined. :]

THE REAL THING

I've seen your face a thousand times
Have all your stories memorized
I've kissed your lips a million ways
But I still love to have you around

I've held you too many ( Read more... )