+ugh. you know? i've felt so fucking old lately.

+im dealing with physical problems that 40 years olds should be having, not almost-18-year-olds. 
-my fucking knees hurt always. constant annoying pinching pain that never goes away.
-every masseuse i've seen has told me i need seriously therapy/treatment for my back.
-taking pills for being bipolar has ( Read more... )

 * Today sucked. Turns out my schedule for next year is 6 core classes, and 2 band classes. Kill me now.

* Am I crazy for not letting a friend copy an assignment that took me 4 HOURS to complete???!!! I mean c'mon, I take pride in my work. I don't always just bullshit.. and I couldn't possibly live knowing that MY work is being turned in two periods ( Read more... )

 So I woke up this morning, and a lot of stuff hit me.

It hit me that my subjection selection card says SENIOR subject selection. It feels like my freshman year was just yesterday.

I realized my ring ceremony is in 3 weeks.

I realized that I can't say "there's still time to think about college". I had my first talk with the CAP couselor yesterday and ( Read more... )