HELLO!!!!!!

i have no friends, lol. sdofhdsoah. the one friend who is really good to me for the most part wants to date and i don't and he's a boy, and bladshohas NO FRIENDS. i am so lonely. i don't know what to do. lol

I am watching my second Martin Lawrence movie in a span of two days.

Ok so don’t laugh, or laugh if you want but to yourself please. There is something so special about being around someone that you care about and who really does care about you. Physical contact made from just a stupid hug can be so warming and fulfilling, and makes me really question my intentions in engaging in superficial forms of physical ( Read more... )

They took tissue out of my left bosom, there's a lump in there, apparently. The thought of that is pretty gross, but now my side is sore ( Read more... )

Hey! Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays everyone. Well, it has been a very long time since I’ve written anything here, I think. I’m Alanna, nice to meet you. So things have been alright I suppose. I don’t know, I hate the fact that I am not ecstatic right now, because I guess I’m sort of starting to think if I’m not ecstatic now, I probably won’t be, ( Read more... )

so i had this dream that i gave birth in cvs to a large baby but i didn't want it so i passed it over the counter in the back of the store to a pharmacist with outstretched hands and the next day i got a call that i had jaw cancer and facial gland cancer but it was nothing to worry about because look what i did to my child and then my father called ( Read more... )

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(i just showered)

so what's up? i'm exhausted as shit from doin nothin! school is boring and hard kinda. i haven't bathed in a few days cause i've been reading and feeling sick. this morning i watched tyra banks's show. how are you all doing? where are you applying to college??? sfiohdfsiohfdsiohfsasdkja