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HAPPY CANADA DAY!
Well, not much to say seeing as it's not even 1pm yet, lol. I surprised myself by waking up at 9am this morning (can't remember the last time I woke up that early naturally), and I'm starting to feel a little restless. I finished the book I was reading this morning, and I'm just not in the mood to start Memoirs of a Geisha. I think I might go swimming this afternoon, if it doesn't rain (what does the weatherman know, anyway?:p). I'd go swimming now, but the sun hasn't had a chance to really warm up the water yet. I don't think we're going to see the fireworks tonight, but I could be wrong. I'm not sure if it even matters to me or not. I mean, we usually do something - have a BBQ, go to the beach or the park with friends to watch the fireworks... I do love the fireworks (SPARKLY!^^), but it just isn't as fun without friends and I'm feeling kinda lonerish today. Just happy by myself. So I dunno what's happening. *shrugs*
If I can work up enough courage, I think I might call Rhi in another hour or two. I know it sounds stupid, but talking on the phone makes me anxious. I don't know why. It doesn't help that I'm really worried about her and don't know what to say. I wish her life was easier, and I *really* wish there was something I could do aside from just being here for her. I actually wish we were going west this summer (even to visit my uncle, which says something - sadly, he's coming here instead), so that I could go down to the States and visit her for a day.
I definitely didn't get the job - they called yesterday to let me know. I'm actually really glad. I didn't realize how much I didn't want that job until they called, and I had a moment of panic that I might have actually gotten it. I'm trying to convince mom to lay off of the job search now - at this rate, I'm not going to get one this summer anyway. Next year I'll just have to somehow find a way to juggle job searching and writing major essays and studying for final exams. How? I have no idea.:s Why do they have to hire then anyway? It's not fair to put even more stress on us during that time of the year. I ate a batch of cupcakes at that point this past school year, for crying out loud! What am I going to do with the added stress of job searching - eat a cake?!
Speaking of cake, mom's taking me to see the Lord of the Rings play in Toronto for my birthday! YAY! *dances*