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u wanna know something. FUCK U. it seems like everytime my life starts going right it just flips over and crushes me (literally) i just went and visited my family and had an awesome time for three days with my new truck. what happens. my truck hits this bump in the road while raining causing me to hydroplane and spin twice hit a steel cable fence spin again and hit that bitch one to two more times for the shits sake of it. now the cop doesn't believe me so what happens as im talking to him im like hey look theres another one, who did the same shit. still didnt believe me. i got banged up and a concusion... oh and the doc mother fucker gives me some weak ass pain killers n tells me its suppose to get worse. ok i know its suppose to get worse but when ur taking like four to five pain killers a day n ur suppose to be taking two and its not even helping, somethings not right. oh and they told me i cant leave my job today cuz they need me too bad and want me to stay at my job until i get out IN TWO FUCKING YEARS... thats never gonna happen either their gonna get smart and send me to Iraq or their gonna have a whole nother chain of problems. n all those ppl who say ur not stupid enough to do that. well i might just be fucked over enough. im seriously waiting for someone to start some shit with me just so i can put my fist through their face. my girlfriend got all upset cuz i came from her house and she thinks that if i never went to her house it would have never happened. so what did i do... shut the fuck up its not ur fault unless u control the weather n the bumps. so what does she do, ok i did say that shit nice tho, gets all mad at me n tells me not to snap at her cuz shes asking me every five minutes if im ok. ok i did tell her im fine like 50 times n its nothing big. shit i hate that bullshit. all that should happen is she asks i say im fine she goes u sure i say yes. n then if i start comotosing then she can ask again n if i still say im fine... JUST LET ME BE.