when the world goes dry. will you still weap.
well i finally figured it out. im going to iraq for 12-14 months. depending how long they will have me. i hate it over here, how they give you a break from war and u sit and do mainly nothing. some training, that if you were over there u'd be tons better at it cuz u do it every day instead of every other month or so. its so hard to get physically fit besides having a runners body over here or being fat. i need to be where the action is. i only have one fear and over there i am closer to it than ever. and im happy. im doing something worthwhile with my life im the one fighting im the one spilling my blood to create a better tomorrow. im happy doing that for the next two years. well not totally happy but better than it is over here. i am the lost sheep.
i had a great girlfriend and any guy would have been happy to have her. were on a break or broken up now im not sure. everytime she said i love you i got this weird feeling she didnt mean it n now i think i know whats going on. its weird.
worse. my favorite dog in the world. who i grew up with basically has skin cancer n doesnt eat much, has short breathing and is not suspected to live very much longer. i love you Jules.
im going back to michigan im not sure i belong there. but my family is there so i will probably be there for them to be happy. im going back Labor Day weekend.
i dunno what else to say im just really lost right now n need something to make me happy. money doesnt seem to work anymore especially after spending $20,000.00 but it is giving me something to do which helps.
i had a great girlfriend and any guy would have been happy to have her. were on a break or broken up now im not sure. everytime she said i love you i got this weird feeling she didnt mean it n now i think i know whats going on. its weird.
worse. my favorite dog in the world. who i grew up with basically has skin cancer n doesnt eat much, has short breathing and is not suspected to live very much longer. i love you Jules.
im going back to michigan im not sure i belong there. but my family is there so i will probably be there for them to be happy. im going back Labor Day weekend.
i dunno what else to say im just really lost right now n need something to make me happy. money doesnt seem to work anymore especially after spending $20,000.00 but it is giving me something to do which helps.