judging by picture books, heaven is a partly cloudy place.

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Alright I'll just say it, I need you like a bad habit. You're the one; you're also the one that leaves me defenseless, dependent, and alone. I hold my tongue, and use it to assess the damages from way back when, but nothing seems important anymore... we’re just protecting ourselves from ourselves. But I don’t think I’ll ever come back down ( Read more... )

I LOVE BEING RIGHT!!! *happy dance*

ahh, im so distracted from my distractions
that i realize my life rules... I LOVE LIFE!!!

so much so i dont know what to do... but i have a pretty good idea...

its midnight, do you know where your children are? why yes i do, theyre in their rooms, eating cold chinese food, producing music and writing journal entries online... so... yea ( Read more... )

do do do... okay, so i went to school today as usual, to start my Mon/Wed schedule with mathematics... this is what im going to talk about ( Read more... )

cool... so im back... updates and stuffs... in a hurry ( Read more... )

im not over it, but im tired of being consumed by it... i would like to apologize to everyone that has had to sit through my difficulties. i am a sure fire idiot, and have not been a good friend to some of the most important people to me. the truth is, im just tired of thinking about it, and worrying about it... and i hate whats become of me in ( Read more... )

im writing a film... this is the basic plot... *feedback please*

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im not sure what to make of this... this feeling of being lied to and replaced... doing the same things we used to do with a new, and telling me otherwise, and treating me otherwise... frankly, those are two of the three things i hate feeling (paired up with lonely as the third)... so do not fuckin lie to me!