Oct 13, 2005 00:05
Alright I'll just say it, I need you like a bad habit. You're the one; you're also the one that leaves me defenseless, dependent, and alone. I hold my tongue, and use it to assess the damages from way back when, but nothing seems important anymore... we’re just protecting ourselves from ourselves. But I don’t think I’ll ever come back down.
So she tells me "Live up to my first impression of you"...
But well, my best side was your worst invention!
You used to light up when I walked into a room...
I mean, I know you have no attraction left for me...
But now I can't even get a reaction out of you...
Why can't you live without the attention?
And why can't I just be happy? I can't even focus on my own life...
(i would venture to say no one reads this journal)