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What did I do wrong?
Can't somebody tell me why
I wish I knew
what made you run away
I loved you when I met you
I loved you with my life
I loved you before you left me
but I still love you tonight
Paula, I won't beg you to stay
don't beg me to go
I want you to be happy
so I'll leave on my own
Just in case you need a friend
or someone to wipe your tears
I'll still be here loving you
until my dying years
I couldn't believe it, it happened so fast. I found out Paula is back in love with simon. I just feel like I've been so stupid, how could I think she would love me this long? What made me think she would wait for me to turn 18 before we told the world how we felt? I was asking so much of her, she needs love now. Love I can't give her, because I'm too young.
I've been a fool..like our song. It's so ironic, it makes me want to laugh. Just a fool to believe I have anything she needs..she's like the wind.
Paula was like the wind in my life..a beautiful, gentle breeze that touches your hair and the back of your neck and sets you in quiet serenity and complete bliss for a few moments, before it vanishes.
I love you paula, and I'm sorry for asking you to wait. You didn't deserve that, it wasn't fair.