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[aj_gil]

It's been a rough couple of days. Paula has stuck by me every step of the way. With the tour, I haven't had to tell anyone in my family what happened. I don't want to...but since I'm a minor, the authorities might find it necessary to tell them. I don't want to see my mom cry.
I go on stage, I sing like normal, then I fall apart. Every night. I hope this gets over soon.