#my nineth year confession
like a memory of yesterday the happiness i've felt throughout the years
i will never forget ever, not even a moment of it.
I guess I am finally really taking a step to talk about this. I wonder when did it happened,
that I slowly moved away.
Moved away from the four of them.
Moved away from NEWS.
This is the nineth year. It has been 9 long years.
From that very first typhoon like taiwan concert in 2007 till now.
Along the way I've made memories that were irreplaceable, some good ones,
some bad ones, some laughter, some tears, some anger, some disappointment.
I made friends that were irreplaceable, and I lost some as well. I was only 18 when I
first knew them, there wasnt much an 18 year old could have done but I did it all. I
worked so many part time jobs I could count with my fingers the amount of sleep
I had in a week. But as I grew up to become an adult, graduated from schools and
getting that very first job, my priorities did not change and NEWS was still my priority
always. I did too many things that I thought I could but I couldnt in fact.
One point I almost lost myself but NEWS brought me back. I wouldnt bore you
with details but for years now and still, they have been my motivation,
and strength to have been what I am today. Never more thankful ever. I got
through those difficult times and am coping well with my life now.
Remember that year, the year they became four and all of the fans felt
like their world was crushing down, mine did too. I thought that was it,
it was the end, but NEWS pulled through and they're what they are now.
I am glad they're succesful now not just as NEWS but as individuals. We've been
through a lot together, and I won't say this like it's goodbye but I guess it just
isn't the same anymore. I've loved you so much and may you always always
be successful in whatever you do.
-aishah/あいしゃ