#dreams come true they really do.
I really should probably be sleeping right now just because it's freaking 4.39AM in the morning. But the aftermath of this whole TRB in KL needs to be remembered in details, though I know I won't forget anything, just in case I had to write them all down. & jimin. I just really love you, and appreciate all those small gestures. You will always be my strength no matter what, & right now that's all that matters. Thank you for everything, that I've once dreamed about.
5th June 2015. Friday
- Hello Session/everything went by so fast I don't even think I remembered anything but seeing them for the first time that close, I was just blown away by every single one of them. & jimin had my ideal hair, & he was really beyond gorgeous. HIS SMILE when he gave me that card though *melts like goo* & suga was so high when he saw me. He was like HELLOOOO, and im like wow hello there suga, so cute really <3. & taehyung's dork face. oh and kookie staring at me being awed by jimin. LOL.
- Meet&Greet/opportunity of a lifetime generally. legs were so jelly right after. We were first seperated into groups of 10, then we waited for BTS to arrive. When they finallly came, I was just like oh god, this is real they are real. Like I needed a moment like for serious, I didn't want to panic and and look silly in front of jimin right? LOL. When it was finally my turn which felt like forever somehow, i calmly placed my stuff on the shelves and headed to jimin with my uchiwa/fan and my jimin headband which I've worn the whole day. & I was like just really close to him, & I'm just like hey jimin, he smiled look at my uchiwa & headband & finally said hi & bow his head. OHGOD. Then it was time to take the photos, & I was really just standing in front of him, just like he was behind me like I could feel him breathing LMAO. When the photo taking was over, I turned briefly and said BYE jimin and he smiled at me again, then I looked away somewhere & I did a last turn and I saw him like literally looking at me & god I was just so jelly I couldn't do anything but smiled back. Oh god jimin why do you even. This was so fast I think, but it felt like ages for me. Even the thought of it now just makes me break into a smile. Just legitly happy right now.
- Concert/so the LED board was the best invention of my life ever. that decision allowed me to have so much of jimin's attention, I wouldn't have asked for more. Like the most specific moment, was definitely during Haruman, when he sat on the chair right in front of me, he put his elbow on his legs, palms on his chin and just stared at me directly and smile. for like a good 5 minutes. & everyone around me was like OMG aishah he is looking at you, I'm like oh gawd this isn't happening right? It was too good to be true. So glad to be on the left side of the stage, he unexpectedly was there the whole time. Guess it was just fate? Best Concert EVER.
- Airport/we didnt thought we could have made it, but the moment we came down from our taxi to send off my friend, we saw like a group of police and security, & we were like no way RIGHT?! & then we saw jin's head popped out of the van, & it was like omg its them!!! So there were really few fans around, like maybe less than 50? Jin/Jungkook/V/Suga followed by Jhope/RM/Jimin. I called out for jimin the first time when he came down from the van, but the manager was like holding him and he seemed really tired, got a little worried there. Then we just walk/run with them to the gates, & i just thought I should go to the other side, & somehow somehow, there was this miracle space, right beside jimin at that moment, & I just went JIMIN AHH, and he looked at my uchiwa, sunglasses and all with hair swept back, then he looked at me and smiled. & that was all the assurance I needed for that last moment of goodbye. I legit had tears in my eyes. Then we went to the security check behind the glass barricades. When jimin was done with his security check, he waved & i saw him looking around, then he saw my uchiwa & he waved like crazy & did a salute and went off. o.o <<< me till now.