what would you do?
my friend invited me and my man to a little kickback party since her parents were going out of town. before the party, we were going to go out on a double date with one of my friends that also has a boyfriend because, she wanted to meet him and see what kinda person he is and so on. you know how friends are about new people, especially boyfriends. and i want him to met all the people that are close to me and mean something to me. so we are on our way to the double date and i tell him about the kickback and i say the name and he's like
"blah blah? no, i can't go." and i'm like
"why?" and he's like
"did she got to north?"
"yes, why?"
"i know her and, we can't go"
"why?"
".....cause...."
"did you fool around?"
"what do you mean?"
"you know what i mean."
"like, when you say 'fool around', do you mean did we do stuff?"
"you know what i fucking mean."
"i mean, i can't tell you cause that her business and she might not want you to know."
well, i had to beat this shit outta him and yes, they DID mess around. what they DID, i don't know and i don't want to know. i wasn't mad because they did that because that happened a couple of years before he met me and i can't hold that against him. i was upset because all he had to do in the beginning was tell me and i would not have been so upset. i mean, hell yeah i was disappointed and i told him that. he was like "why?" and i was like, "how would you feel if you found out that i messed around with someone you wanted me to met? you would be upset too." all i could say was damn. that's all you really can say. i mean, what else is there to say? and now, we can never hang out with this girl and her boyfriend because not only does he not like her, it would be hella awkward. i was really psyched about him meeting her and i was telling her all about him only to find out that she knows him almost just as well as i do. shit. i mean, i know he has a past because, he use to get AROUND, and i have a past too, but i was not prepared for this. i'm just glad we didn't get there and then i feel really stupid. why can't my life just be normal sometimes. damn. even my relationship is crazy. nothing goes the way it's suppose to. i guess it's that way so i'll never get bored.
but what would you do in this situation? he didn't understand why i was disappointed at first until i explained it to him. and if it was the other way around, he would have been PISSED! i mean cussing, asking his for his social, where he works, let's go to his house now so i can beat his ass, etc. he's sooo protective over me. he wants to know where i am, who i was with, and then can barely tell me that he messed with a friend of mine awhile ago. all i wanted was the whole truth in the beginning.
what doesn't kill us, makes us stronger...
"blah blah? no, i can't go." and i'm like
"why?" and he's like
"did she got to north?"
"yes, why?"
"i know her and, we can't go"
"why?"
".....cause...."
"did you fool around?"
"what do you mean?"
"you know what i mean."
"like, when you say 'fool around', do you mean did we do stuff?"
"you know what i fucking mean."
"i mean, i can't tell you cause that her business and she might not want you to know."
well, i had to beat this shit outta him and yes, they DID mess around. what they DID, i don't know and i don't want to know. i wasn't mad because they did that because that happened a couple of years before he met me and i can't hold that against him. i was upset because all he had to do in the beginning was tell me and i would not have been so upset. i mean, hell yeah i was disappointed and i told him that. he was like "why?" and i was like, "how would you feel if you found out that i messed around with someone you wanted me to met? you would be upset too." all i could say was damn. that's all you really can say. i mean, what else is there to say? and now, we can never hang out with this girl and her boyfriend because not only does he not like her, it would be hella awkward. i was really psyched about him meeting her and i was telling her all about him only to find out that she knows him almost just as well as i do. shit. i mean, i know he has a past because, he use to get AROUND, and i have a past too, but i was not prepared for this. i'm just glad we didn't get there and then i feel really stupid. why can't my life just be normal sometimes. damn. even my relationship is crazy. nothing goes the way it's suppose to. i guess it's that way so i'll never get bored.
but what would you do in this situation? he didn't understand why i was disappointed at first until i explained it to him. and if it was the other way around, he would have been PISSED! i mean cussing, asking his for his social, where he works, let's go to his house now so i can beat his ass, etc. he's sooo protective over me. he wants to know where i am, who i was with, and then can barely tell me that he messed with a friend of mine awhile ago. all i wanted was the whole truth in the beginning.
what doesn't kill us, makes us stronger...