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[ahothoneyb]

july 19, 2005
i don't understand
how can so much emotion
be pinned up for a man
i thought we had an understanding
when this all began
we can't just stop dead in the middle
and go back to being just friends
these feelings i have for you
i can't comprehend
i'm not evening going to front and pretend
i don't want this to be the end
the shit i do for you
has never been done
i'm just as scared as you
cause i don't know if you're
the one
when we climax
it's not like the rest
i want you to be the one i wake up with my head upon your chest
you see how those 3 words changed us
and i haven't even said them yet
but if and when i do i know
it won't be something that i'll regret
i'm here for you
my heart is open
i'm knocking at your door
don't push me away
or avoid me
like you don't want me no more
i care about you
i mean that shit
i know this much is true
but don't come and end
something amazing
without a reason
don't come and make us
through
i'm in your corner
i'm on your side
i'ma always be around
if some shit is about to pop off
you better believe that
i'm down
don't put a wedge in between us because you are afraid to trust
don't put a wedge in between us because you are afraid of us
don't knock us down before we started
we still have time to grow
and if love is in the future
we'll know
but only time will show
i say these things because i care
i say these things because i'm there
don't deny me my feelings
i know what i feel
don't deny me your feelings
you know that it's real
don't sit and make decisions for us
without telling me
you are not alone anymore
this is 50/50
i'm ready to grow
i'm ready to try
i'm ready if your ready too
don't push me away baby
i'm not ready to be over you