something that should have been said....

Jul 13, 2005 10:03

damien,

i'm writing this to inform you of information that i should have told you last night. the reason why we can't "fool around". "talk", "kiss", etc., is because i have a boyfriend. we've been together for two weeks since yesterday. he's a nice person and i like him very much. i'm with him because he knows what he wants and doesn't waste time or change his mind. i hadn't heard from you for about a month. i thought it was over. sometimes the things you said would make it seem like i was putting more energy and feeling into you than you were putting into me.
i think you are a great person with many talents. you will be successful in whatever you pursue. i enjoy your company very much and would like for us to remain friends. this has nothing to do with your physical self or even your attitude. it's just something that happened and i think it happened for the best. like i said before, i should have told you this last night but i didn't. i felt that you didn't need to know but now i see the importance of the matter and the error of my actions. don't hold this against me or let this change how you see me. i didn't have to write this and tell you. i'm still the same person but i have dreams and goals and i don't have time to waste.
please understand. i wish you all the best and happiness.

sincerely,
amber banks
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