someday
I'll unravel him.
and put at ease the persistant questions that just won't die. transparent most of the time..they resurface now and again.
i wish i could put out that light the way that he did. i want to be normal and adult and move forward...but i've been stuck in this retarded limbo for far to long.
i want to fall crazy in love..and be cold, and distant and strong..and sucessful in everything i do.
i want to be free.
he does not love me.
but he fears me. i know he does, because i can see into him, the way nobody else can. and he knows. thats why when he falls in love, he needs establish distance..
why does it bother me?
why does it still bubble up...like junior year was still going?
i wish he could be honest with me for a little while. give me one day and night so we could sort this out.
and put at ease the persistant questions that just won't die. transparent most of the time..they resurface now and again.
i wish i could put out that light the way that he did. i want to be normal and adult and move forward...but i've been stuck in this retarded limbo for far to long.
i want to fall crazy in love..and be cold, and distant and strong..and sucessful in everything i do.
i want to be free.
he does not love me.
but he fears me. i know he does, because i can see into him, the way nobody else can. and he knows. thats why when he falls in love, he needs establish distance..
why does it bother me?
why does it still bubble up...like junior year was still going?
i wish he could be honest with me for a little while. give me one day and night so we could sort this out.