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Tonight I purged for the first time in years. I did so good all day, I didn't eat anything except a couple handfuls of pretzel nuggets. Then I went to my mom's SO HUNGRY at 11, and ate so much food. Pasta w/beans, apple bread, a bagel, cheese, and a piece of apple pie. Came back to my dad's around 12 and threw up as much as I could. I just wanna be able to weigh myself in the morning without everything I binged on showing up. I said something to my brother and his girlfriend as I was eating which I thought was pretty accurate. Something to the effect that since my dad never buys food at his house, I eat as much as I can when I finally do eat because I don't know when I'm going to eat again. Soo unhealthy. When I'm able to eat at regular intervals, binging doesn't happen. I grabbed bagels that my brother's girlfriend brought home from work at Dunkin, but I don't want that to be the only thing that I'm eating either. Carbs are evil.
Tomorrow I need to print off like 10 copies of my resume. Write up cover letters for like 5 different types of organizations. Stop in at Big Lots and check in with the hiring manager about my application that I dropped off on Saturday. Go into work at 1. And then be over at my boyfriend's around 5:30, ready to spend the night there and then get up in the morning and go drop my resumes off at a bunch of different places. I looked up some homeless shelters and I still want to look into youth centers, group homes, and rehabs that I would want to work at. I figure if I'm gonna be in his city all the time, I might as well look into job opportunities. Not because he lives there, but because there's a better chance of me getting a job out there.
I skipped my walk this morning, so I want to get that out of the way tomorrow morning when I wake up. I had the whole C25K planned out to complete last month, and I got so behind. I don't want to fall behind this month too.
Love&Light xox
Tomorrow I need to print off like 10 copies of my resume. Write up cover letters for like 5 different types of organizations. Stop in at Big Lots and check in with the hiring manager about my application that I dropped off on Saturday. Go into work at 1. And then be over at my boyfriend's around 5:30, ready to spend the night there and then get up in the morning and go drop my resumes off at a bunch of different places. I looked up some homeless shelters and I still want to look into youth centers, group homes, and rehabs that I would want to work at. I figure if I'm gonna be in his city all the time, I might as well look into job opportunities. Not because he lives there, but because there's a better chance of me getting a job out there.
I skipped my walk this morning, so I want to get that out of the way tomorrow morning when I wake up. I had the whole C25K planned out to complete last month, and I got so behind. I don't want to fall behind this month too.
Love&Light xox