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[afterannabel]

I am angry. At you. And I feel I have good reason to be. When I tell you something private, I tell you in confidence. I do not expect you to repeat it. I know you have overreacted in the past to things I have said or moods I have been in, so I should not have been surprised. But I was. Surprised and disappointed in you, that you think you're doing the right thing. I feel that I have a similar relationship to my friends as my therapist-unless I'm saying I'm going to kill myself what I say is pretty much confidential. Fuck you for violating that trust. I know you have done so in the past, but this time it really got to me. I'm sure you don't care because you think you're helping to save me from myself but you're not. If anything you're making me want to act out violently even more. I have blocked you and I'm not sure when I will want to talk to you again. This has made me very upset.
So a note to everyone: When I tell you something, it's in confidence. Please do not repeat it and especially DO NOT CALL MY MOTHER and tell her all about it. Anyway, in all probability, she won't listen to you.