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sometimes, i guess i have not been sensitive enough ( Read more... )

( this was written by Spider from DPW after Caleb's recent exit )

my general attitude towards death is some permutation of, " some will die so that others may live!but sometimes, it's more difficult than others to ascertain the relationship between ultimate cause & effect in the cosmic flux ( Read more... )

Although I have always identified myself as an Outsider... for a few weeks, I have been feeling stranger than ever; although I have managed to really enjoy myself socially when I am out with other people recently ::: whether i am painting sigils on Paije's walls while we watch mutated video ::: or enjoying Hentai & Pizza with Scott & Heather ::: or ( Read more... )

it seems that i have recently been coping with qlipphotic experiences in my own thoughts and actions, as well as in my encounters with others... so, i'm going to do what i can to transmute these manifestations with divine guidance... but in the meantime, rather than feed into any escalation of the darker cycles, i think that i really need to ( Read more... )

I am glad that i have this space to work out my feelings -- i can focus on what i have to be grateful for, here ( Read more... )