Mar 18, 2007 19:43
You know what? I'm fucking happy I never wrote about the good times. Less for me to regret when you're gone.
but still.....
I wish I hadn't fucked up so badly. I hate being myself sometimes. I can't wait to see a doctor so I can become completely apathetic. I'm convinced it's the only way to feel better other than to just give up and stick my head in the oven.