Oct 14, 2005 21:12
Not what I'd call a great day.
Missed a deadline that I should have done work for all week... Not an assignment really. More of a life issue, and I screwed up. Nobody to blame but me.
Managed to have an argument with my mother. We both got upset and I did not handle that well at all. In the end left it feeling very much like we did not come to any positive resolutions. The one resolution I felt, that I do not think she expressed or believes, is that I am not a good daughter.
It's not a contest. It never was. But I still feel like I'm losing.
Now, I need to go and make something for the NSS meeting tomorrow. Last minute, so it's bound to be not-so-good, but it's going to be a little altarpiece to the lady of lost things. (i figure somebody's got to have taken all the stuff we lose, odd socks, keys, jewelry we lose, and that maybe there's some old gal out there, that if you ask for them back, they'll re-appear. ok there's more to it than that, but when i go all emo on my stamp club people they get weirded out.)
pmf,
family,
bad day,
nss