Inevitable
I should have seen this coming. A night like tonight, when it all came together in one fucked up mess. I spent about 15 minutes being emotional locked in the Bamboo toilets, before another 5 sitting in the open, before being unable to take it anymore and leaving. There's just so much on my mind right now I don't even know where to begin, and I know that if I can't even understand this all myself then there's neitehr rhyme nor reason in my telling anyone else.
If I knew where to turn for guidance I would go there, but I think there's a lot of questions here with a lot of tough, confusing, contradictory and most importantly different answers, so there is no such place. I do need the answers however. And fast.
If I knew where to turn for guidance I would go there, but I think there's a lot of questions here with a lot of tough, confusing, contradictory and most importantly different answers, so there is no such place. I do need the answers however. And fast.