He told me that Pastor Adam at the church texted him and told him I was really depressed (which, admittedly I wasn't happy about at first... it kind of added to my feeling of being a burden and a nuisance. 🙁) I let him read my previous two blog entries and we talked about them. He said that anytime I'm feeling lonely or depressed (especially if I'm ( Read more... )

Will I always go through life feeling like I don't really belong? I gave up trying to get together with old school friends and people like that long ago. They'd say, "Yeah, we'll do something soon", but nothing ever came of it ( Read more... )

I've been trying to find some rl friends and not having much luck. (Okay, not the best way to start a blog entry ( Read more... )

I'm getting more and more excited about my upcoming trip to see my friend in October. I'm planning on saving $100 or so a month until mid-September so I'll have enough to fly up to see her. (My roommate and his partner are pushing back their wedding until at least January of next year ( Read more... )

Cold as ice ( Read more... )

This is the first time I've been online in about 12 hours, and I haven't posted since Thursday (although maybe the fact that I posted twice on Thursday sort of makes up for it ( Read more... )

My friend and I had a nice long talk over the course of about five hours last night, which was awesome. We got things straightened out between us. She'd misunderstood what I said in my text yesterday morning, although to be fair, when I reread what I wrote I could see why. It seemed pretty straightforward, which means I'm seriously going to have to ( Read more... )