Confusion sets in..
Here I am, once again drunk, in front of my computer, typing out my thoughts, my feelings. This time is slightly different though, for most times I have something to type about. I feel so confused right now though, I do not even know what is going through my head.
I decided my job has finally taken its toll on me and it is time to look for a new one. I messed up and placed some Phantom orders if you will, trying to keep people in a job. Well, I succeeded, and orders have gone up now, so everyone gets to retain their job, I just managed to retain mine while being watched like a hawk. How can something that feels so right bring down so much wrath? One would think that the owners of large companies would realize how bad the economy is and want to help people. Instead they just swim in their money leaving people out in the cold. It sickens me to no end.
I received a phone call Friday, I will not mention names for obvious reasons. My friend told me that her boyfriend had just beat her. I later found out it was not a beating, it was a straight up ass kicking. What is the world coming to, for gods sake man, you want to hit someone come hit me you spineless gangster wannabe bastard. So now I have a friend in a pain, and someone to hunt, does life get any better?
And then there is the other one whose name shall not be spoken. He went and ripped off one of my co-workers, a nice lady in her 60’s trying to scrape money together so she can retire someday, and he steals a bunch of stuff from her. And people ask why I do not consider very many people my friend? So now I must be paying him a visit this week to hopefully get back the stolen goods, or make a trip to the ER to get him removed from my foot. Hooray
To make matters worse, Randy’s father, who just sold me my new car passed away. My condolences and heart go out to the family. If any of you need anything, you know I am around for you. Rowland, I know you are in a better place, but you will be missed by many.
Then the great home life I live, for those of you who do not know, no I am not happy in my relationship. Someday I will have the balls to escape from this mess and find happiness.
I was talking to someone the other day and admitted for the first time I recall what I am about to say here, for those of you who know me and what I say, sorry, you know I have a little more bark than bite. I finally admitted, I want kids, at least one. I want to settle down, I want a nice two story house, a big yard, with an apple tree out front with the tire swing hanging from it, a porch swing, and all. Yes, now all of you who know me, know I have finally gone crazy, considering I was normal before.
I keep getting told I am not old, but for my age having as little as I do relationship wise, it makes you realize how time seems to slip by. Maybe it is just because I am about to have another birthday, maybe it is all the stress lately, maybe all the alcohol, I do not know, but time seems to be slipping though my grasps.
"You Shook Me All Night Long" (by AC/DC)
'Cause the walls start shaking
The earth was quaking
My mind was aching
And we were making it and you -
Shook me all night long.
Which 80's Song Fits You?
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I decided my job has finally taken its toll on me and it is time to look for a new one. I messed up and placed some Phantom orders if you will, trying to keep people in a job. Well, I succeeded, and orders have gone up now, so everyone gets to retain their job, I just managed to retain mine while being watched like a hawk. How can something that feels so right bring down so much wrath? One would think that the owners of large companies would realize how bad the economy is and want to help people. Instead they just swim in their money leaving people out in the cold. It sickens me to no end.
I received a phone call Friday, I will not mention names for obvious reasons. My friend told me that her boyfriend had just beat her. I later found out it was not a beating, it was a straight up ass kicking. What is the world coming to, for gods sake man, you want to hit someone come hit me you spineless gangster wannabe bastard. So now I have a friend in a pain, and someone to hunt, does life get any better?
And then there is the other one whose name shall not be spoken. He went and ripped off one of my co-workers, a nice lady in her 60’s trying to scrape money together so she can retire someday, and he steals a bunch of stuff from her. And people ask why I do not consider very many people my friend? So now I must be paying him a visit this week to hopefully get back the stolen goods, or make a trip to the ER to get him removed from my foot. Hooray
To make matters worse, Randy’s father, who just sold me my new car passed away. My condolences and heart go out to the family. If any of you need anything, you know I am around for you. Rowland, I know you are in a better place, but you will be missed by many.
Then the great home life I live, for those of you who do not know, no I am not happy in my relationship. Someday I will have the balls to escape from this mess and find happiness.
I was talking to someone the other day and admitted for the first time I recall what I am about to say here, for those of you who know me and what I say, sorry, you know I have a little more bark than bite. I finally admitted, I want kids, at least one. I want to settle down, I want a nice two story house, a big yard, with an apple tree out front with the tire swing hanging from it, a porch swing, and all. Yes, now all of you who know me, know I have finally gone crazy, considering I was normal before.
I keep getting told I am not old, but for my age having as little as I do relationship wise, it makes you realize how time seems to slip by. Maybe it is just because I am about to have another birthday, maybe it is all the stress lately, maybe all the alcohol, I do not know, but time seems to be slipping though my grasps.
"You Shook Me All Night Long" (by AC/DC)
'Cause the walls start shaking
The earth was quaking
My mind was aching
And we were making it and you -
Shook me all night long.
Which 80's Song Fits You?
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