So this is what senior year feels like...
Hey, what's up? So many things are going through my mind. This last year of high school seems one of them. I'm watching the end of "Grease" right now on ABC Family. I suck at physics, even though the teacher is awesome. I want to take it for college purposes, but I don't have to. So I'm taking the SATs in two weeks, which sucks. If I don't do good again, I won't know what to do about college. My brother is helping with vocabulary but with the math I suck. If any of my friends are good at math, would you mind helping me? I'm applying to SUNY Purchase for the acting conservatory. I've heard that only nine people get accepted, or some ridiculous number like that. Might as well give it a shot any way. Ms. Starkweather and Ms. Baker both wrote letters of recommendation for me. I love them. Well the PA fall show is interesting, but aren't they all? If at least I can hang out with awesome friends, I'm cool with it. I love my friends. Through thick and thin, good and bad, silly and serious we've been together. Sweet, "Grease" is on again. I really do act like an idiot. Just for the record I do it to make people laugh, especially certain people. It seems like when they laugh I'm satisfied. If someone can be entertained or laugh for a few minutes it's worth it. So usually the stupid things I do are for laughs. So I'm not that stupid. I realized that the simplest things seem like the hardest to do, and I don't why. I wonder what I would have been like if I stayed in Rush-Henrietta. Today I went to Marketplace Mall with my brother and I recognized someone who was in my fifth grade class and a kindergaten subsitute, who I had for a while. They didn't recognize me, well I don't think they saw me. I have some people from R-H as myspace friends. Actually a while this girl who I used to like in 5th grade, well she sent me a message saying that I looked different. She also mentioned that we went out in 5th grade. Which unfortunately isn't true. During one of the rollerskating nights at my elementary school, she agreed to skate with me. I wonder if would've liked me now. I mean 5th grade to 12th grade is a pretty big leap, but you never know. Oh the possibilities. It's so hard to think of what I would have been like and what my friends would have been like. The only thing I know for sure is that things would have been different. When I realized that I couldn't stay in Henrietta for at least 8th grade, I was a wreck. I thought if I could at least for senior year come back to R-H. I don't want to any more. It's as simple as that. I like being at Eastridge. These past 3.2 years have been amazing! If somehow I was given the chance to go back to Rush-Henrietta to see my old friends, I wouldn't. On the bus to Corning for marching band yesterday, I was writing ideas for my college letter to Purchase. My first topic was acting, and that will probably be the lasting topic. Any way I brainstormed with a web ( yeah I'm a geek ) so main topic is acting then I branched off to inspirations, and all of my friends have inspired in some way or another but two of my friends just wow by the things they've accomplished. October is here. I like this month. You can smell the brisk air and see the colors of the trees changing. Also this is the month for Halloween: candy, costumes, haunted hayrides/houses, getting scared the woods, ghosts, witches, vampires, pumpkins! So yeah, that's about it. Okay cool cya.