Jun 29, 2004 13:13
I'm still learning how to use this journal and find it frustrating at times. I'll master it eventually, I'm confident of that.
So, whaaaaasssssuppp?! I'm helping people to heal and finding I'm more whole as a result. I love my work, although I do "burn out" sometimes. Listening to people's crazy notions of reality can be exasperating and annoying, but I know it's only just funny to the Creator. Good thing! Or we'd all be in everlasting trouble!
I love this life! There was a long time I didn't, but now I am in love with this planet and all the things and people on it. What a great place to be. It's all Divine because it's all from the Divine Source of All-that-is, and therefore is Good and Great. It's up to us to remember that when we think we see something else other than that in front of our senses.
I see what I want to see. I am not a victim of a cruel world and selfish people and institutions. I see what I expect and find exactly what I've projected onto it. It gladly reflects back to me my idea of what it is. The world it a type of mirror and chameleon that issues images of what I first see in my own mind. It's driven by me core beliefs and values, and can't do anything other than what it was designed to be - a plaything for our spirits so we can imagine another reality and experience the consequences of that idea. A really cool game that's gotten out of hand at times, for sure! Nonetheless, it's of our own creation, and we need to stop blaming God for our mess!
See it all another way, and, voila, it becomes that! Just for us! Just for you and me! What an ingenious and often cunning form of mind fucking! A playground from hell, or heaven, depending on your inclination at the moment of decision. We get to decide what it means, and what it's purpose is. What a great way to go through life - always suspecting but never knowing for sure that what we're really looking at is totally an illusion.
Way to go, People!!! We did it!! We became God!! Or have we....?? Whoa... wait a minute, here.
(more to come)