Ho-Hum
I keep having recurring frustration dreams. Last night I was in a car and needed to hook up with a group of folks after going somewhere to get something for some reason (how's that for details!). I got lost on the way back and drove through a huge, enormous factory - very dark, scary, and foreign. I turned around b/c I couldn't go any further w/o driving off into a huge ravine with machines and smoke stacks, etc. I knew I'd never reach my destination, which is a new take on the dream. Usually I know I'm just going to be late, but feel intuitively that I'll at least show up. I saw a sign earlier that said "late but not last." I wonder what that means....
My wt was 245.5 this morning. I've lost around 11 lbs in the last month. That's really good! My new eating philosophy is:
I'm either in a "spending mode" or a "saving mode."
Watch your insulin levels and you'll be A-OK.
Continue to exercise and work out regularly: walk, tennis, gym, etc.
Now I need to include meditation time and fun time. I haven't had a "do-nothing" real vacation since I can't remember when. Do I really need/want one? My gut says "no" but my head says "maybe." My girlfriend says "definitely!" But then, she's done lots of that sort of thing in her life - she could afford it. I really can't and don't know if I would even if I could. I like to be on task and to feel purpose driven, as they say.
So, what exactly is my purpose, you ask? Good question. No ready answer. Let me think about it some more....
Love & Peace
My wt was 245.5 this morning. I've lost around 11 lbs in the last month. That's really good! My new eating philosophy is:
I'm either in a "spending mode" or a "saving mode."
Watch your insulin levels and you'll be A-OK.
Continue to exercise and work out regularly: walk, tennis, gym, etc.
Now I need to include meditation time and fun time. I haven't had a "do-nothing" real vacation since I can't remember when. Do I really need/want one? My gut says "no" but my head says "maybe." My girlfriend says "definitely!" But then, she's done lots of that sort of thing in her life - she could afford it. I really can't and don't know if I would even if I could. I like to be on task and to feel purpose driven, as they say.
So, what exactly is my purpose, you ask? Good question. No ready answer. Let me think about it some more....
Love & Peace