This year so far...it's been weird and unfortunate, but I had to learn a few things.
Since Winter break, I've lost my car, my financial stability, my laptop. my text books and my faith in universal balance...haha...I even lost my clean police record.
My life has been a little extra difficult lately. and it's the ironic stuff that's kicking my ass. it ( Read more... )

I just realized that Bobby Celmer and Kevin Hoover look exactly the same

what was I thinking?! ew.

it's 4 in the morning. and I have been trying to write a stupid 2 page reflection since midnight.

Instead, I am chain smoking and lighting leaves on fire.
It's official, I give up on this semester. I blame it on the knowledge that I can't fix anything --the only thing I can do is make it worse by not trying. Trying will get me nowhere, it'll just ( Read more... )

I'm not sure exactly  what I do for a living ( Read more... )

...has been completely insane.
I'm emotionally drained
I'm physically drained

but in a good way.

I got to introduce some people to Mrs. Ashley Smith today, my new sister. I love her beyond words. and I'm so excited for where life is going to bring us. Kara and I hit it off well while she was in town from New Jersey, and I miss her a lot now that she's ( Read more... )

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I am angry all the time... and I don't know why.

I dislike her a lot. I really do.

She's fake
She lies
She manipulates everyone
She's melodramatic
she's stupid
her words are empty
she feeds off of attention...and oddly enough everyone gives her plenty...

and I can see right through her. but I don't know why I can, and I really don't know why the majority cannot. I've seen her games and I've been ( Read more... )

today was a good day ( Read more... )

sometimes, when people seem far away, something as simple as a smile or even a accidental bump can mean more then a million words. I think that's what being lonely does to you. It forces you to take advantage of ever oppertunity you are given to come in contact with people. and that is exactly why i am going to the laundrymat instead of my home ( Read more... )