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haven't like really updated in a long timeee.
actually i have loads i wanna say on this journal, but i just never find the time to. (i'm busy with sims pets, I CAUGHT AN UNICORN~!!! *excited*).
SO, i've been at work and its really boring, there's alot of waiting involved, which on the bright side is a good thing! because i've been using this time to catch up on fandom while earning money (ha ha). reading interviews of arashi and eito in truck loads has been fun. but its a complicated feeling.
hahah i don't know but sometimes it sucks to see people succeed so well (and so accidentally, as they all like to claim) in life while average people (me) can only sit in a boring office earning petty amounts of cash.
all for what, i don't even know.
i don't believe they're just normal people who happen to be lucky, i can't make them persuade me that this is all an accident, there must be something about them right? something that i don't have.. the more i read the more ordinary i feel. omg i don't wanna be ordinary.
i need to do something about my life and be good at it.. i'm 22 and unaccomplished! (i'm embarrassingly aware that this is beginning to sound like some kind of early onset midlife crisis. damn. D:)
i want to help someone, i want to make a difference, i want to be the center of somebody's life.
arghh i need to get a dog.
but in the midst of all these immaturity, life hasn't been bad on me.
just came back from china and china is beautifullllllllll. blue water, clean air, autumn leaves.. it made my eyes water (DONT LAUGH). and then there's the baby pandas which omg. i swear they are cuter than anything i've ever seen? they're so cute. they're so cute, its ridiculous?! ARGH. i wanted to bring one home with me.
and then i had to go and fall sick. puked for 2 days.. which once again, on the bright side, isn't such a bad thing! because of this bout of illness i didn't gain any weight over there haha.
HM what else.. ok random thoughts-
its first week of november. so fast, so fast.
time pasts in a flash, before we know it we're all gonna die!! (haha, yoko :D)
uni results coming back soon, i'm nervous.
translating hasn't been going well, i can't find stuff to translate.
maybe i should take requests?
then others can provide me with the material and an added incentive to translate faster..
one more thing, i've decided to embark on the 50 book challenge!
reading 50 books a year. ahah well actually i think i read abt that amount even if i'm not on the challenge, so now that i'm on it, i'll read more than 50! i'm 1 month in an i've completed 4 books. currently reading Three cups of tea, and 84 Charring Road, will be done with it before end of next week!
(yes i read multiple books at a time, many people do that too... right?)