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It has gotten rediculous.
He is always on my mind.
I want him to be with me for every second. it's really frustrating me.
it's been about 9 days and it's killing me.
With him he has safety. I need that feeling.
Sadies had it's moments.
I bought the Artaud movie. I have yet to watch it though. I am excited. =). I also got 3 new musicals, including Three Penny Opera from the 50s or something.
I went to Mongolian Barbeque for the first time. I laughed, a beastly food preparer called me "hun".
I almost had a run in with an ex at Borders. It was scary.
The dance itself was ok. Girls kept wanting to have pictures with me. I felt like a freaking mall Santa Clause with kids anticipating to be photographed with me.
5 random girls that I didn't know, came up and started grinding on me and molested me and I was quite scared to death.
We went to lasertag down in Waterford. There is a 2 level place and it was really fun.
we passed by his road. it was quite upsetting. so close, and yet so far...it made me sad. He wanted me to spend the night after lasertag, so I called my parents and they were being douchebags. I hate my parents. They protect me from everything, and for all the wrong reasons. They thought I was smoking and doing drugs and getting drunk off my ass. If they want me to get drunk off my ass, I will do it. I mean I could if I wanted to...
I miss him. gah. I hate this.
we then got lost. in waterford. again. it sucked.
I got home real late only to get up and go to work. ew.
*sigh*
can't wait for better days.
He is always on my mind.
I want him to be with me for every second. it's really frustrating me.
it's been about 9 days and it's killing me.
With him he has safety. I need that feeling.
Sadies had it's moments.
I bought the Artaud movie. I have yet to watch it though. I am excited. =). I also got 3 new musicals, including Three Penny Opera from the 50s or something.
I went to Mongolian Barbeque for the first time. I laughed, a beastly food preparer called me "hun".
I almost had a run in with an ex at Borders. It was scary.
The dance itself was ok. Girls kept wanting to have pictures with me. I felt like a freaking mall Santa Clause with kids anticipating to be photographed with me.
5 random girls that I didn't know, came up and started grinding on me and molested me and I was quite scared to death.
We went to lasertag down in Waterford. There is a 2 level place and it was really fun.
we passed by his road. it was quite upsetting. so close, and yet so far...it made me sad. He wanted me to spend the night after lasertag, so I called my parents and they were being douchebags. I hate my parents. They protect me from everything, and for all the wrong reasons. They thought I was smoking and doing drugs and getting drunk off my ass. If they want me to get drunk off my ass, I will do it. I mean I could if I wanted to...
I miss him. gah. I hate this.
we then got lost. in waterford. again. it sucked.
I got home real late only to get up and go to work. ew.
*sigh*
can't wait for better days.