Feb 10, 2007 09:48
it's funny.
It feels like my eyes had gone out of their normal focus. Almost as if life was seen through different light. It was a good light. A hopefully light.
they're slowly changing back. I feel as if my pupils were dialated and now the light has been turned on and they are returning to what they are. They feel darker again. I feel darker again.
The optimist left again, the pessimist returns. I feel shameful for actually hoping. almost as if hoping is a sin. maybe for me it is a lie.
but what am I saying. That is all this world has. hope. without it, what would we have? nothing.
eh.
I don't even feel like finishing my thoughts. I don't have time.