3rd loss in 1.5 years. im alr at a loss of what to feel. to begin with, i think i tend to avoid reality. despite talking about it and explaining the situation, my mind still wanders off from time to time, reminiscing and feeling v weirdly. its as though nothing has changed yet everything has changed ( Read more... )

• 15 + Ice princess (FINALLY.)

Sad/touching/funny in a crude way (?). Thanks tessa for recommending! It's quite sad :\ like how one wrong choice can lead to this lifestyle. So wasted and everything esp the last part. Oh wellllll. Humans are judgmental haha when one makes a statement like: don't be judgmental. Aren't we considered making a judgment of ( Read more... )

I love n431 HAHA.

Pst tan's msg was.. like really wow. Yeah and i think it woke me up. New way of living :) So he started off about altars and like fears. The altars uh doesn't just apply to like the literal object. K and alot alot of stufffff. But like, sometimes we do feel like we're not worthy and stuff (evil conscience speaking) when actually ( Read more... )

<3 ecp.

street lamps, beautiful waves, pinkish sky, huge ships, awesome sight.

Cycling at night makes one fly.
ECP at night is one perfect shot.

Things to do before I die:
-watch the sunset and count the stars at night @ the jetty
-take scenery shots from the jetty
-stay up to watch the sunrise
Whydoistayupwaitingforyouknowingthatyou'llnvrcome?
:) ( Read more... )

Hi not s'pose to be posting but I just saw the news about MC King's funeral. 
Sad isn't it? Gone like tht. 
Life's so unpredictable.

He wasn't the lead actor but just one of those roles tht brought laughter and joy along with it.
He wasn't the lead but still, he did his best for wtv role he's taking.
He wasn't the best but there were so many ppl ( Read more... )

Haven't touched the com for some time 'cos I'm too lazy to. First and foremost, HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY SHANE & BOON! :)

Anyhow, 1 week ago my 94-year-old ahzhor (greatahma) was free. Free from the clutches of the world, free from sufferings, free from pain, free from everything.. 
Approx. 100 relatives and friends came for the wake so you can imagine ( Read more... )

Recently, the talk of death got me into deep thoughts.
Each time you get angry with someone, think about how you'll feel if he/she died like 5 min later. (which is real sad)
It'll probably leave you with regrets for the rest of your life, depending on how much you value him/her.

SO ANW, I'LL LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE WHO HAS PLAYED A PART IN MAKING ( Read more... )