I love n431 HAHA.
Pst tan's msg was.. like really wow. Yeah and i think it woke me up. New way of living :) So he started off about altars and like fears. The altars uh doesn't just apply to like the literal object. K and alot alot of stufffff. But like, sometimes we do feel like we're not worthy and stuff (evil conscience speaking) when actually God has really done everything, and He doesn't need us to offer anything on the altar 'cos He provides. We follow. The altar's never satisfied and that's why some ppl get stuck in abusive r/s, caught up in the work and etc 'cos they think they're never good enough, so they keep offering outta fear. And He promised a new living way. His way. Where your faith moves mountains and overcomes the world. And how when you're in the body of Christ your view of life suddenly becomes elevated and your problems suddenly seem so insignificant because your position is "(v21)far above all principality and power and might and dominion, and every name that is named, not only in this age but also in that which is to come. (v22)And He put all things under His feet, and gave Him to be head over all things to the church, (v23)which is His body, the fullness of Him who fills all in all." Yeah. And there's so much more to do, besides complaining about life and your individual probs. Like, there's many others still afar off from the road we're on. So i gotta being more selfless and really do sth to lead them on, to let them experience the greatest love. I wanna go where He wants me to, instead of being afraid and doing it my way. Yeah i'll try, for every aspect.. Not my will, but Yours be done. "This is God's year to act."
Dinner with n431 after svc. It's been a long time! Love y'all <3
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I've known of 3 deaths that happened all within 2 days. It's sad how MJ's only appreciated and all that only after he has passed on. And it feels kinda weird. Like.. him being in a coffin and all. Taken away just when he was so close to making a comeback. Death feels so ... Sometimes i think it takes some courage to seize the moment.
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++ pics in anne's cam :D JOE!
JOSHUA!
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity