Oh yeah!
Heh.. I forgot to add that I'd been in and out of the hospital about a total of 6 times. I had to have my gall bladder removed. And after I had that surgery I had to go back.. because I turned yellow... they left a stone that I had passed in one of my ducts. So my billy ruben was all up... and it made me itch every place and I just felt shitty every day... so yeah. I got to be on lots of hospital dope which was really great! I don't much care for morphine though... it didn't make me all high like the other pain stuff did. And.. I'm looking into getting into school! Oh yeah.. for everything I want to do it'll cost less than 5 grand and take a total of 16 weeks at the most.... and the best part is... what I want to do will bring others pain! :P LOL... yes.. I'm a sicko. Dave and I had a nice talk yesterday. He told me that I focus too much on the negative... which I do... so he told me to focus on the good... how far we've come... how much we've overcome.... So... I'm going to focus on a better future for us. I do want another baby.... heh... but we'll see in three years how I feel about that. Need to get our shit together first. Anyways... I'm sleepy! My pillows are calling.