Update? O.o
Well.. my puter has been down a while plus been busy with the baby. He's so gorgeous! My lil pimp! LOL Dave and I have been working on issues... heh.. just one more month and we won't be a statistic! Davion had his shots on Wendsday.. It was awful... Dave said he didn't ever want to do that again. LIKE I WANT TO! Heh... my lil feller has Acid reflux and blocked tear ducts... like he didn't have enough problems being pig stuck with inch needles and shorter ones... my poor baby... he's gotta have more on September second. :( My poor baby. Heh... I had to give him Tylenol for a couple days too. So acid reflux meds and tear drops and Tylenol for his pain. :( He don't like his acid reflux meds.. but he takes em all good. No crying. He's such an excellent baby... he just better not be an ass fuck of a toddler.... he should do pretty well though I would think. He's spoiled. He's very social.. like his daddy. He doesn't mind anyone. He's smiling lots and responding to much more. He was 11 lbs 12 oz when we took him to the doc on shot day...*shudders* Man... that shit was really horrible... but he took it like a champ. He didn't cry long after I held him. And Dave rocked him to sleep in his seat while in the office. Poor little man... really stressed. He's never been a big crier. Even after he came out at the hospital. After the nurses quit fuckin with him he settled right down. He scared the shit out of me the first time he cried while in my room. And he did that on the third night. He's sleeping longer hours in the night too! *squeals* It's awesome! I got used to waking up with him though. I miss my husband... alot. More than alot. But we all gotta do what we've got to I suppose. He gave me new hope... through all my wiggin out... he made me feel better. And we didn't scream or argue. We talked. I want that...I want everything to be like it was when we started out. I've been very ignorant of his feelings... I've been too worried about my own. I had that issue while with Garrett. Because he never acted like he had feelings. Dave is the same way. I have a hard time being considerate of his feelings. I really need to be more mindful of them. I've needed to work on that for a long time. I need to work on alot of things. Screaming at him isn't cool... I just want to be happy. So does he. We both agreed that we didn't get married to have more issues. Heh.. Damn.. I need to go to the county clerks office to go get Davion's Birth Certificate.. He acts like he's teething. He's only two friggen months! He holds his head up better and his smiles are to die for! :D You can't help but smile too! :D :D:D:D:D He has an obsession with licking stuff too.. when he can get it to his mouth anyways. Heh.. anyways. I suppose that's it so far.