twenty four tries...
I HAVE MY LAYOUT BACK!!! Thanks boxer_help!! I was getting frustrated, hm. But my banner is back and now I know of a helpful layout community. Yay.
Okay, so observation day, right? So not what I expected. I spent 3 hours in the mall watching people try and convince passers by the support unicef. I have nothing against unicef, in fact I think it's a fantastic cause and I may sound selfish and whatnot saying this, but it's not the job for me. Although Kevin (the manager) convinced me to say yes. Damn his peer pressure! SO...now I have to ring them and tell them that I don't want it after all. *is scared*
Under normal circumstances I'd have taken it. Really. But I'd be working on commision without base salary for really long hours.
And there's something selfish in me that says I'd like a nice high paying office job with the security of a real salary. I'd rather not sit in the mall all day. I've done that, and I'd feel so much better with like a computer or something. Lol. I'm a geek, yes, I know.
But it's true.
I'm sick of living hand to mouth and I'd like some security, thanks. Admittedly, it's a whole lot more selfish than sitting there raising money for charity - or for credit card companies....
Call me picky, but that's kinda what I want. Damnit. I don't want to waste 3 years of study on this. The girl who was "training" me today was 19. She's been with the company for 3 years. Which means she pretty much started when she was 16. I think I was the highest qualified person out there today. :P
Which is saying a lot really.
Oh well. Yay for interviewing experience. Or something. Now I need to go ring them. I feel kinda stupid cuz I said that I'd take the job like two hours ago and now I don't want it. Oh well.
Actually, all I want is VMars L/V fic to make me happy....
Okay, so observation day, right? So not what I expected. I spent 3 hours in the mall watching people try and convince passers by the support unicef. I have nothing against unicef, in fact I think it's a fantastic cause and I may sound selfish and whatnot saying this, but it's not the job for me. Although Kevin (the manager) convinced me to say yes. Damn his peer pressure! SO...now I have to ring them and tell them that I don't want it after all. *is scared*
Under normal circumstances I'd have taken it. Really. But I'd be working on commision without base salary for really long hours.
And there's something selfish in me that says I'd like a nice high paying office job with the security of a real salary. I'd rather not sit in the mall all day. I've done that, and I'd feel so much better with like a computer or something. Lol. I'm a geek, yes, I know.
But it's true.
I'm sick of living hand to mouth and I'd like some security, thanks. Admittedly, it's a whole lot more selfish than sitting there raising money for charity - or for credit card companies....
Call me picky, but that's kinda what I want. Damnit. I don't want to waste 3 years of study on this. The girl who was "training" me today was 19. She's been with the company for 3 years. Which means she pretty much started when she was 16. I think I was the highest qualified person out there today. :P
Which is saying a lot really.
Oh well. Yay for interviewing experience. Or something. Now I need to go ring them. I feel kinda stupid cuz I said that I'd take the job like two hours ago and now I don't want it. Oh well.
Actually, all I want is VMars L/V fic to make me happy....