first year.
well, my first year of college is over in about 2 weeks. it still feels all so surreal to me. i still remember what i wore to school the first day in 7th grade. growing up is just odd in itself. im still not sure if i'll ever get used to the fact that im completely on my own now.
on that note actually, my family has moved to new york. upstate. twelve hours away. and now im alone. i feel like i shouldnt be so upset/care so much about it. there are lots of people who are alone by now, at this age, out on their own. i just don't feel like i'm ready for it. it's so odd. i try so hard not to be so jealous and judgemental of other people. but really, i can't help but get so annoyed at people who take everything they have for granted. all the time, every day. i just want to smack some sense into some people. you have everything you could ever want and need, and the way you act is just ridiculous.
in the fall, i'll be attending virginia tech. i can't wait. after everything thats happened this past week, i wish i already went there.
its nice to just write things out. i need to get a journal so i no longer have to write things down on the internet.
the end.
love.
on that note actually, my family has moved to new york. upstate. twelve hours away. and now im alone. i feel like i shouldnt be so upset/care so much about it. there are lots of people who are alone by now, at this age, out on their own. i just don't feel like i'm ready for it. it's so odd. i try so hard not to be so jealous and judgemental of other people. but really, i can't help but get so annoyed at people who take everything they have for granted. all the time, every day. i just want to smack some sense into some people. you have everything you could ever want and need, and the way you act is just ridiculous.
in the fall, i'll be attending virginia tech. i can't wait. after everything thats happened this past week, i wish i already went there.
its nice to just write things out. i need to get a journal so i no longer have to write things down on the internet.
the end.
love.