summer!
its been a good summer. a ridiculously good summer. mainly just for the past two weeks. ive forgotten what its like to be single. i think i may have even forgotten how im supposed to act. god knows he hasnt. its just weird to go from girlfriend mode to single mode i suppose. other than that, all is well. i move into my apartment in a couple weeks and i still dont have a bed. hm, should get on that. i have no real reason for writing in this other than being hungover before work on a sunday morning. i cant decide if i like it better not having a set routine. while i was in a relationship i felt like i always knew what was going to happen and now i dont know whats going to happen in the next 24 hours. and i hate the pathetic game of guys trying to pick me up. it really is pathetic. i dont care if you think your hot shit, that does absolutely nothing for me. ill let you buy me some drinks and pretend im interested and then go home alone and sleep in the girls dormitory. i would just like to be the slightest bit intrigued by someone. but i dont see that happening for a while. took me a good 4 years to find one before. bah, what a boring entry. i just need to have sex.